Wednesday, August 03, 2005

What I Learned About Golden Showers

In much the same way that I knew I wanted to incorporate strap-on play into our marriage, I also knew that before long I wanted to have him kneeling in front of me and let me pee in his mouth. I can't explain why the thought of this turned me on as much as it did, but I could not wait to try it.

One morning I was walking into the bathroom when I noticed him getting ready to get into the shower. I told him to go ahead and get in the shower (the water was not yet on) and get on his knees. I was wearing what I had worn to bed, a long t-shirt and panties. I stepped into the shower with him and took a seat on the little teak bench that we have in there. I had him remove my panties and face me. I lifted my legs onto his shoulders and positioned his mouth between my legs.

I asked him if he had ever thought about golden showers. He said he had and in fact it turned him on. I told him I was going to pee in his mouth and I expected him to swallow every drop. I then released a long, strong stream into his mouth. To both of our surprise, he gagged on my nectar as he tried to swallow it. He swallowed what was left in his mouth, but most of it splashed onto his face and down his chest. He said he just wasn't prepared for the warmth, the saltiness, and the strong taste of urine and he reacted negatively to it.

Afterwards, I tried to do some research on the web. I couldn't find anything that made me believe that this was a common reaction. All of the golden shower stories I could find had the submissive men lovingly and adoringly swallowing the golden shower as if they could not get enough of it. I finally sent some emails to some professional dominants that offered golden showers as a service. I asked if they had ever seen anything like what happened to my husband and me. I was relieved when two women responded and both indicated that my experience was an incredibly common reaction. Most men, and the overwhelming majority of first-time GS recipients, cannot handle the unexpected intensity of this activity.

One of the women offered me some advice. She said that at least at first, I should consider watering down the intensity of my urine by drinking a great deal of water before a GS. My morning pee would have been incredibly intense and was hardly for the beginner. Secondly, she said that I should allow him to work up to a streaming golden shower by first providing him opportunities to drink my urine at his own pace. She also told me that she felt it was important that I not walk away from this activity. While it sounded melodramatic when she said it, and moreso now that I re-tell it here, she said that his drinking of my nectar is an opportunity for my feminine essence to enter his physiology, to become a part of his body. It will allow me to be with him and inside him always, whether I am present with him or not. I kind of like this idea.

I followed her advice and started him off at a slower pace. I first would have him come to me after I had peed and clean me off with his tongue. Then I worked him up by drinking a great deal of water and peeing into a wine glass. He was permitted to drink this glass at his own pace, and after it had cooled a bit. Gradually, I would require him to drink the glass more quickly, and when it was still warm. This went on for several months until he became completely accustomed to the smell, taste and temperature of my urine. Finally, we returned to the shower where he was able to swallow every drop of a true, streaming golden shower.

We now participate in this activity at least two or three times a week. I prefer to do it before his morning shower because it can still be a little messy for him, even after lots of practice. We both love it and respect the role it plays in reinforcing my authority and his humility.

3 comments:

Miler said...

Ms West:

I very much enjoyed your information. As you probably guessed I am a submissive husband and I agree with your philosophy. I learn more about myself from your writings. Thank you so much,

Miler

Tim Logan said...

After reading this, it made me interested not so much in a golden shower (although that would be OK) but I'd certainly love to become part of a female-led household, submitting to her every command and whim. Where do i learn more about this? Tim

Tim Logan said...

After reading this, it made me interested not so much in a golden shower (although that would be OK) but I'd certainly love to become part of a female-led household, submitting to her every command and whim. Where do i learn more about this? Tim