Friday, October 28, 2005

Cuckold Adventure Continues

My husband opened the door and welcomed my new lover into the home.

He had of course seen Jim before at the charity party where Jim and I first met. However, these were very different circumstances. I had coached Jim to be very matter of fact with my husband. Apparently all that transpired prior to my husband returning to the bathroom to announce Jim's arrival was a very non-descript introduction and hand-shake.

I gave myself one final look in the mirror and headed out to meet Jim. My husband followed behind me. We greeted each other with a small kiss and Jim was quick to compliment me. He looked very good also. He wore a pair of wool dress slacks with a tight-fitting black shirt and autumn-colored sport coat.

I instructed my husband to pour Jim and I a glass of wine. Then, at the risk of making Jim a little uncomfortable, I asked both of the boys to join me in the living room for a quick chat. I sat next to Jim on the couch and my husband took a seat in the high-backed chair opposite the two of us. I put one arm around Jim and held my wine in my other hand.

I told my husband that I had explained our marital arrangement with Jim. However, to make sure that there was perfect clarity on the matter, I asked my husband to again explain our situation. My husband was clearly nervous. He started by saying that our marriage is female-led. He chooses to submit to me because this is what makes both of us happiest. Part of that submission, he went on, includes my absolute right to take on additional sex partners. While I had never done this before, my right to do so was not to be questioned. Furthermore, my husband conceded that he very much wanted this to happen. To the extent that it was ok with the two of us, he would like to watch, and if possible, assist in any way that we required.

At this point, I asked my husband to kneel in front of me. I told Jim that my husband's involvement would be totally his (Jim's) call. In truth, I had already discussed this with Jim and we had agreed that my husband would participate. I leaned into Jim and we kissed each other passionately. For a moment, Jim's hands slid up my skirt and warmed the space between my legs. I asked Jim if he was still ok with our plans to go out to dinner and return afterwards. Jim was indeed very enthusiastic.

Now I very dramatically licked the rim of my wine glass. Then I put the glass in my two hands and extended it down to my husband. I told my husband that he has one last chance to express any concerns. Or, by taking a sip of the wine, he would seal his fate and forever be my cuckold. He took my cue and sipped the wine that I offered him. I told him to stay on his knees and watch us as we rose to leave the house. The last thing I told him as we headed out the door was that when we returned, Jim was going to fuck me.

38 comments:

Love but Hate said...

Had the opportunity to visit your blog - I found it's very interesting.

signs of a cheating spouse.

Adventurer said...

Katherine,

Very, very nice. I especially liked using he wine as the final chance for your husband to validate his new status. Thanks for sharing with us. This is great.

Kevin said...

I'm on pins and needles! hope we don't have to wait too long for more. Thank you for letting us share in this moment with the three of you!

staronrock said...

While I find your blog highly compelling, very titilating, etc. I add my voice to those who've complained about the pace of your posts. If you're writing this as a book you're going to be some time away from publishing. If not, a little more attention to speed would help. We're all enthralled with the unfolding story, but the speed of your retelling of it means that what ever has happened since -- your husbands delayed reactions, for good or bad, his increased submission, his rebellion or regret or anything, is being ignored and post is losing it's immediacy, which was one of its virtues. Hurry!!!!

gd said...
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Wayne C. Rogers said...

Katherine,
As a writer of erotic fiction that centers around Female Domination and Cuckoldry, I find your posts to be extremely well written and utterly addictive. Unlike others, I'm more concerned with the sensualness of your words and how detailed you are in the telling of your wonderful story than in how quickly your posts appear. You have me hooked line and sinker!!! Please don't hold back in the continuation of your exciting adventure. We all want to know what happens with Jim!!!!

Wayne C. Rogers
lvbookman@aol.com

staronrock said...

I too enjoy the sensualness, the detail, the ambience. It's really not an either/or propsition. One can have a good forceful flow of words without sacrificing the inherent psycho-sexual power of the story. But I can be patient, as long as the story advances more with each installment. Katherine, I'm only trying to help. Your work has potential. It would be a pity not to exploit it to the max. Now, not only do we want to know exactly what happened when you and Jim came home, which should take some space in the telling -- but has Jim asked for another date? Is one planned? What was your husband's reaction to his newly revealed status? Has it changed your relationship? Does it invade your dreams? Do you feel more confirmed in your dominance, sexier, more powerful? Or is there a melancholic cloud hanging over your house now that you've crossed that dark, wet line and can never go back? There is much that needs telling surrounding this single event. But beyond that -- life continues. You're going to accumulate a huge backlog of story and commentary and so you simply must roll out the scenery more expeditiously. Right now you're talking about what happened last week. Once again, I think you should hurry it up. Of course, I say that with deference, as you are a truly Dominant Woman. Thanks.

wozzekk said...

Very sexy storytelling, the state of mind your husband was in while waiting for your return is something only a few men will experience!
Your husband is my personal hero!

wozzekk said...

... but please don't lose interest in your blog, I mean, at the moment you don't seem so enthusiastic about writing! The time lag kills us, it's like reading the newspaper from three weeks ago.
It would be such a loss!

iobey said...

I'm curious, are the only posters to this blog men? Surely there much be some women with a point of view on what's going on here. If you're lurking out there, please share you opinion.

Thanks!

Wayne C. Rogers said...

Dear Staronrock,
You have an exceptional way with words, too. There's almost a sense of poetry to them. Have you ever done any writing? To the other readers of this fabulous blog, remember that Katherine is a Dominant Female who's carefully exploring this new lifestyle. She works at her own chosen speed when the time permits. We have to be grateful that she's even sharing these wonderful experiences with us. Maybe Katherine's been so busy with Jim that she hasn't had the time to write about what's been happening. My imagination is certainly working overtime!!!

Wayne C. Rogers
lvbookman@aol.com

gd said...

Jobey, the only posters are men because it is mostly men who find this thing hot. My previous post was deleted because I accused "katherine" of being a frustrated male. The speed with which my post was deleted confirms my suspicion that this blog is phony. However it is good fantasy. I'm sure this post won't last too long.

Wayne C. Rogers said...

GD,
Because of the style of writing, I think Katherine is for real. This person writes like a female. I also believe that not many people know about this blog, which is probably why there are no ladies posting on it. I do know that there are women out there who enjoy this type of lifestyle. Maybe if the word spreads, some of them will read Katherine's blog and put a post up. Anyway, I hope so.

Wayne

Cynthia said...

Well, as a woman... I don't think it's real. I think the writing style is very good, certainly publishable. However, to keep "her" readers interested, "she" needs to post the next chapter soon. What's the problem? Writer's block? The characters are somewhat believable, however it does seem a bit cold and clinical. Where's the passion? The emotion? It's too matter-of-fact, like a policeman telling his side in a courtroom.

If it IS real.... how can I say this? Hubby is an insecure mama's boy that needs to be told everything. Quite like a child... or a pet. He must've been very relieved when he discovered that she would be making all the decisions, and he wouldn't have to think anymore. As for the piss drinking... that's very unsanitary. There's a reason we call it "waste". I hope he doesn't get seriously ill.

IF it's real, that is ;)

wozzekk said...

cynthia, hubby is not necessarily an insecure mama's boy, he could be a self-confident man brave enough to live his dreams!
You're way too jugdemental, not everything which is strange to you is understandable in categories of black and white only, human psychology is far more complex than that!

iobey said...

I don't think he is insecure either - assuming he's real. I believe he's a man who is getting his greatest fantasies fulfilled - beyond his expectations. I have to believe everything here is real; because I don't have any reason to believe it's not.

Quiet guy said...

I'll go along with Cynthia... I thought this was real for a while, but it seems to be dragging on too long...writer's block,perhaps, but whatever it is, it just doesn't seem real.

Just Me said...

Dear Ms West,
Despite others' comments to the contrary, i am totally convinced of the nature - and nurture - of the relationship You describe with Your husband. Perhaps it is only that the culture that we all must immerse ourselves in daily is so overwhelmingly male dominated (for the worse, i would add), that it is so hard for a person to accept the possibility of LFA being real. These folks do not live this life, and cannot imagine it. That is their loss. There is a pure joy in living as a submissive husband in a Wife-led home, with my only concern being Her satisfaction. It is such a relief from the culturally accepted male dominated stressful life i formerly lived. Should my life change because She decides to have sex with another, i would react the same way as Your husband. It hasn't happened yet, but i trust Her and have accepted Her authority. It is up to Her to decide what is best for U/us. Once the decision is made, there is no going back. Ignore the doubting Thomasinas, please, and continue to enlighten those of us as to how all of this works out. However, for the time being, it might be best to refrain from sharing any of the titillating details that some have come to believe are only fiction. Screw them. What i find most intriguing in Your blog is the way it speaks to the fundamentals of LFA, how the relationship works, and i think you are doing all of us a great service. Thank you.

staronrock said...

Well, gentle readers, I guess things didn't go so well when Katherine got home. The story abruptly ends like the diary of some lost antarctic expedition, the last page blank and empty and white as the snow. There is only a frozen tent with no one in it, stiff with ice, a dark monument against a depressingly blank wilderness of wind that moans and mocks. It's getting late. We need to move out and try to make it back to civilization before that big eternal winter takes us all. Of course, if I'm wrong -- if right at this very moment Katherine is putting the finishing touches on an extended narrative that finally pays off, that gives her and us and hubby and Jim that thing we can't get none of -- I'm talkin' 'bout satisfaction -- then I'll come running back. But hope is petering out. Look, it's not right. Katherine could kick back and have her husband sucking her toes as she dashes out a few sentence on her laptop. He would nibble his way up to her ankles and then her sweet thighs as she drippingly recalled for all of us the moment Jim's cock penetrated her and planted the flag of her undisputed dominance deep inside her and in the soul of her kneeling husband. She would moan. We would moan with her. But no. No....... Mistress Katherine has gone away and left us here alone with only a pair of her soiled panties for remembrance. Come back, Katherine. We need you. America needs you.

Wayne C. Rogers said...

Staronrock,
Damn, that was good writing!!! You had me laughing out loud at the end. Maybe you should finish this blog in a way that would safisty all of us. Of course, I should point out that there's nothing wrong with having the soiled panties of a hot, dominant woman. It gives you something to remember her by!!!! lol.

Wayne

Trinity said...

What a great Blog. I'm a submissive women to another women who is married and is just starting to cuck her husband. They have a website and what people enjoy about it is how honest the site is. It's nice to see someone else posting real stuff on this subject and not just the male fantasy stuff the net is littered with.

Trinity
www.ladybeque.com

Queen'sKnight1 said...

Katherine herself once mused something to the effect of, "Where is there to go after experiencing cuccolding?" She pondered about the dangers involved.

Stanonrock and Gd, you are allowing your male ego and impatience to prevent you from seeing the heart of a strong yet very feminine goddes.

Cynthia, urine is completely sterile unless the host has a kidney or bladder infection. Millions of people practice urolagnia, virtually all with no ill effect. Do not take my word for it; research some medical texts and other sources.

All this impatience is the obvious product of male mentality, the mentality of men who fantasize about dominant mistresses, but know not at all what it means to live in genuine submission. What all of you who cry in impatience fail to see is the feminine soul in this writer. Cuccolding would be like a male ejaculatory orgasm-there is a letdown afterwards. The French refer to it as "le petit noir", the little death. Tantrics refer to it as the loss of chi, or life force, and thus strive and grow to master non-ejaculatory orgasms. For Katherine and her husband, there have been months of anticipatory buildup to the cuccold evening. This pause is no writer's block in the mind of a pseudononymous male writer. Such a man would race to climax. This pause is the inevitable letdown following a months long ascent to the pinnacle of erotic adventure. The only direction FROM Mt. Everest is down.

Katherine, her husband, or both could be having second thoughts about what has transpired. Initial infatuation with Joe could easily be followed by a need to withdraw. Those who blather regarding continued sexual and social intercourse with him do not understand the iterpersonal dynamics in the psyches of those involved. The appeal is for a third person who is simply "used" by the cuccold couple. Strings of prolonged relations are antithetical to the purpose. The newness wears off.

Katherine's husband initially asked her not to reveal intimate details. The most likely possibility here is that this loving couple are in a period of introspective reflection. Each needs to reevaluate where he, she, and they as a couple are in emotional space. This takes time. The best thing we as an audience can do is simply to back off and give Katherine AND her husband the space they need and the time they need to complete this introspection. This goddess has borne her soul to us. The immature male demands for "more" are doing nothing to open the heart of this very real woman. These impatient demands are, most likely, serving only to close her heart from sharing not only the intimate erotic events which transpired two weeks ago, but her current reflections upon the conflict between her primal desires the social mores implanted in her mind by a culture replete with conflicting beliefs.

A man does not bring his wife to become dominant by demanding it of her. The only men who have brought out the dominance in their wives have done so by seducing it out of them. A woman can only be seduced out of her Victorian conditioning and into her natural dominance by a man who treats her with respect, a man who always seeks her happiness above and before any and all other things. A submissive man demands nothing and gives all. Such is not the nature of many of the readers posting of late. Some of you are thinking only of yourselves. If you were a true submissive you would offer your support and compassion to this woman. At this moment, her heart is vulnerable and you have violated her with these demands. I hope that, given time, Kathering and her husband will come through their time of reflection more committed than ever to each other and with complete certainty that the path they have chosen is fully right. I also hope that they will share all that transpired-in their bodies, their minds, and their hearts. For others considering a future that includes cuccolding, Katherine's reflections would be most valuable. Above all, however, I thank this goddess and her husband for the richness which they have shared with us, and wish them wellness and happiness. If no more is written, if she or they determine that it is more than they are able to reveal, or that this audience is too immature for their gnosis, I will not complain, but rather simply be thankful for what has been given. When teased and then denied, a man who is a true submissive does not complain. He simply says, "Thank you my darling," kisses her tenderly, and awaits her instruction, whether it be to serve her or to turn and go to sleep.

Wayne C. Rogers said...

Well, guys, I guess the Queen's Knight said it all, and I have to agree with him. What he wrote is from the heart and filled with honesty and introspection. True submissives don't make demands of their Mistress. We all have a lot to learn here.

Wayne

staronrock said...

Queen'sKnight1 -- I would not call it impatient to expect an entry from Katherine after eight days, especially when the previous posts were somewhat scant. You claim that this is inevitable loss of chi, the petit noir sadness that all animals feel after sex and that she's in that semi-trance of post coital reflection. Possibly. But why then why did she begin to recount the events of that night at all? Remember, that cliff hanger wasn't posted as it happened but several days later. She seemed to possess the wherewithal to speak then. I agree with you that she and her husband may have had an unexpected reaction, perhaps one that even changed after her first posts regarding Die Nacht des Kuckold, as they say in Deutschland -- but that's the purpose of this kind of blog, to unfold the changing consciousness as we go. Katherine did that very well leading up to this event. Also, I take issue with your characterization of impatient and "immature" male ego driving my protest. Katherine is not my Domme, nor yours, presumably. To us she's a blogger and she invited us into this dialogue with her and has some responsibility to her readers to continue the thread, even if that continuation is to say, " Watched tv tonight. Hubby got drunk on saki and urine. Still too much in turmoil to write. Have nothing more to say." It's an interactive medium after all, and here we have 23 posts that have been logged since Katherine's last entry. You and I have personally posted more words than Katherine has in the past two weeks, including her last couple of entries. So while I do enjoy her writing and her expression of female dominance -- I give her low marks on being prolific, or even normally communicative. She says on her Blog heading that she stands on the shoulders of giants like Elise Sutton. Sutton writes more in a day than Katherine has in her entire blog. We are not simply bystanders watching her story. She put up a tent and sold tickets. The price was our expectations of a reasonably steady flow of information. You wrote articulately about what things might be happening between Katherine and her husband psychologically. How ridiculous that we must sit and speculate when even a few sketchy remarks by her would have sufficed. Dominance is not cruel and arbitrary rulership. Loving Female Authority carries the burden of obligation, doesn't it? You seem to think a Domme is a dictator. Well, I hope Katherine's abandoned readers enjoy our dialogue, as apparently that's all they're going to get.

Queen'sKnight1 said...

I am so amused at this man who considers himself a "star". "Take issue" if you wish. The truth hurts: you are immature. You are impatient. There is nothing about you to suggest that you comprehend the word discipline, as you obviously have no clue as to how to exercise it in your own control of your own words, actions, or emotions.

Nowhere have I implied that dominance is a cruel and arbitrary rulership. You claim that this woman has "a burden of obligation." You have the arrogance to state, "that's the purpose of this kind of blog." Her blog has whatever purpose she determines, not what you determine. Your metaphor that she "put up a tent and sold tickets. The price was our expectations of a reasonably steady flow of information," is pathetic. Your own inner tension and anger cause you to misread my words through the projection of your own insecurity and huberis to the degree that you draw the completely incorrect conclusion of, "You seem to think a Domme is a dictator." I live in a relationship of LFA. My darling wife is my Queen who rules in gentle and tender love. I serve her gladly and happily, though in all other aspects of life I am an alpha male. You are the one who is obviously nothing but a wannabe, a bully who simply fantasizes obout dominatrixes doing to you exactly and only that about which you fantasize, and in the manner which you demand. I have supreme confidence that you do not live in a relationship of LFA, in fact I am convinced you have never had a successful relationship of any kind with a woman. The only fiction in these pages is the person whom you think you are and the understanding you think you have about relationships between men and women. Go home little boy, and grow up.

staronrock said...

My, my -- you are hostile, MisterQueen'sKnight. I laughed all the way through your letter. I wasn't being hostile toward you, just defending my postion. I don't recall saying a single disparaging word against your person, merely disagreeing with your conclusions regarding my posts. What are you so desperately defending? You are wrong on every single count, glaringly. First, I am a star, but the name staronrock has nothing to do with that. I have a rock with a pentagram carved in it -- get it? Star on rock. Oh, it's okay, you needn't apologize. Now as to my relationships with women it would really be callow and awkward to defend my relationship record here, and really that has nothing to do with what we're talking about. Here again, as with regard to Katherine, you project conclusions and completely false ones. You should behave, Sir Knight, lest your Loving Wife lock you in your armor as a full body chasity device. You answered not a single one of my points regarding the problem of the blog but instead you induldge in really annoying name calling. You also attribute to me things I never said. Of course the blog could have whatever purpose Katherine designates it to have, but human nature has its own inevitable consequences.

staronrock said...

(cont'd:) One's purpose for a blog could be to bore or offend or to alienate people (not saying she's done any of those things) but then one must be prepared to suffer the consequences of their own dubious success. If you bore people they'll go away, whatever your stated purpose may be. Katherine can do whatever she likes in regard to her husband. But if she says to him "Jim and I will be back at midnight," and then doesn't return to her husband for two days -- he might rightly get agitated. Why? Because among other things expectations have been set up and then violated. It may be within her rights, but still it would result in conflict. Don't you think that the readers of her blog might have certain expectations created by Katherine herself -- or do you seriously believe that the readers, male and female, sit dumbly by and accept whatever happens without feeling a certain participatory expectation for progress at a ceratin rate? Your failure to acknowledge that is either willful blindness or stubborn arbitrariness. Why? Do you think that our very legitimate desire for more information is a violation of a Dominant Woman's sacred right to do anything she pleases (remember, we are not her submissives. Some people on this site are women, some may even be Dominants, while others are civilians.) As I said in one of my earlier letters, I was only trying to help Katherine because I very much liked her Blog and thought it was compelling. You sure can't argue that no words from her are a positive aspect -- and yet you seem to be doing just that and severely castigating me and others for calling for progress. I'm not going to continue to argue with you. I am in a Female Dominated relationship that goes much furhter than Katherine and her husband have so far ventured. I don't think we have a disagreement about the value of female domination. It's just that you are challenged by me so much that you even mock my screen name. It's as if you're afraid of something. Oh, and I love that while wrongly dissing my name as evidence of inflated ego -- you go on to proclaim yourself an alpha male in all other areas except your Femdom relationship. Tut tut. Let's see -- he's an Alpha Male and a Knight (maybe he even weilds a long lance) and an expert on psychology and Femdom relationships and he's vehemently critical of strangers who might have the audacity to respectfully express their own opinions here. How does your darling wife put up with your sociopatholgical behavior? She must be a saint. I know.... I know..... a Goddess. Oh, but let's not get onto religion. You might blow a fuse. Okay, smile. We're all in the same boat here -- the one drifting in a becalmed sea with no wind. But I don't care.I can pass the time arguing with Queen'sKnight while we wait for the breeze to rise and carry us toward that distant shore where women rule and males obey and serve. See you there.

K said...
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K said...

I'm not sure what's more compelling - The blog or the comments. Given the current drought, I vote for the comments.

Pleaseletme said...

Katherine,
In between the ad hominem 'exchanges' between staronrock and queen'sknight, it appears you have removed a post. If You are indeed visiting and still riding herd on this blog, please rescue us from their (ahem) discussion and resume Your posts. i would value what You might have to say about many things, not just the evening in question. Thank You for all that You have posted so far.
pleaseletme

Wayne C. Rogers said...

Guys,
I got to laughing so hard at your posts that I spit out a mouthful of Doritos all over my computer. I wonder if Katherine is enjoying these wonderful posts as much as we are? If nothing else, she certainly has us communicating with each other. You do understand that nothing we write will change anything. Katherine will either continue the blog, or she won't. It's just that simple. Still, the last dozen or so posts have definitely been entertaining and worth the visit to this site.

Wayne

K said...

Me thinks our dear Kat is exercising a bit of her dominant muscle on the overwhelmingly male readers of her blog. I for one don’t feel like “submitting.” I’ll wait for the novel. (If you catch my drift.) I don’t like being manipulated like a slobbering lapdog. I’ve read this story with a sort of horrified fascination – Rather like a train wreck: Mortifying to see, but you can’t take your eyes off of it. No person, male, female, trans, cross, gay, (enter your gender ID here) deserves to be degraded the way this writer describes degrading (her) spouse. I’m not talking about cuckolding – Inviting another person to share the bed is a pretty common fantasy. To show dominance in the fashion displayed here is just plain inhumane. Bleah..

iobey said...

If you're bored - you can view or comment on my blog - I'm posting almost every day. I may not be a Woman - but I do know my place.

Trinity said...

Where is the update???

Trinity
www.ladybeque.com

staronrock said...

Gradually the comments died away. It's possible that there were repercussions from the date -- and that they didn't fully surface for a few days, after the first couple entries by Katherine. But who knows? It's all very mysterious -- the silence I mean. I know we were all locked on to the beautiful trajectory of her story. For a while, she was daring, yet sensitive and very sensuous, the kind of Dominant woman that so many men conjure in their imaginations. But all things must pass. I get the feeling Katherine's not merely being lazy. Something more is at work here. Whether she ran out of fiction -- or ran into hard truths -- this prolonged absence is an ominous sign. I'm sure you'll all agree -- all except Queen'sKnight, that is. QK, was that your post that got deleted? Was it some kind of obsence or violent oath? Sorry I missed that one. So much passion spent on a phantom who was never to return. Thanks Wayne for the spirited comments and the appreciative responses. And to K and all the others in the gallery. I'll miss our little get togethers here in the middle of nowhere. This love story came to a rather abrupt ending. They do that sometimes. It's sad. Well, at some point I may start posting to my own blog -- ADOMINANTWOMAN. You're all welcome to go there and start ranting, or cooing, or moaning with pleasure. And I have much to tell myself, and will keep the river of words flowing for you. But I wouldn't want to break off like Katherine has, so I'll wait until I can stay with the task. Oh, and Katherine -- thanks for the use of the hall.

Wayne C. Rogers said...

If you want some decent FemDom/Cuckoldry fiction to read, go to Literotica.com and enter Wayne C. Rogers into the author's search engine. It will pull up about a dozen of my short stories. A lot of them have been re-written, or polished up, since they were originally posted a few years ago, but all the stories are still good reads with intense cuckoldry and humiliation.

Wayne

Adventurer said...

I've read those stories on Literotica and Rogers writes some of the best fiction that can be found in the genre. I heartily recommend that you give thema look.

sassafras said...

it just seems so flowery. i mean, the real deal is so much rougher than that. at least in my experience. tops have doubts and insecurities and bottoms sometimes hate it and show pain, the bad kind of pain. where is the reality in this? are you hiding it or is it not there?